All of my friends who are training for WDW Marathon Weekend are peaking in their training this weekend with 20 milers (or more). I am so happy for them, but I have this big heavy spot in my chest right now. It feels like I can't even breathe right.
That should be me. I was supposed to be doing my last 'double' this weekend - 10 miles on Saturday and 20 on Sunday. I was supposed to be getting my body and my mind prepped for the challenge that is a mere 3 weeks away.
But I'm not. Things didn't work out the way I had planned. Nothing has worked out the way I had planned for the last 2 months.
I should be getting in my last push of training so I can go into Marathon Weekend confident that I can handle the task that lay before me.
But I'm not.
And that makes me so very, very, very sad.